Australian

Today I was Australian. I said, the next time you go there, just call me. I didn't mean it of course, although I gave my real number. All I wanted was a better story to tell. A better story, I need to start writing again soon. I don't know what's with my future, whether I'll go or whether I'll stay. There are positives and negatives of course, like always... I just have to figure them out again. New or known? What is it that I really want?